This Is The Only Kingdom

This Is the Only Kingdom opens with a prologue that will leave you reeling, and drop you into a setting where there is nothing you want to do more than turn the page. 

Book cover of This is the Only Kingdom

In 1975 in a working-class barrio in Puerto Rico, Maricarmen spends her time cleaning homes, waiting tables, and avoiding her mother whenever she can. She dreams of a life outside of El Caserío, but as she falls in love she struggles to leave and make a life for herself as violence surrounds the community and encompasses her life. Fifteen years later, Maricarmen and her daughter, Nena, are struck by a tragedy that leads to loss and betrayal. Nena faces survival in a community that once supported her and her family and now isolates her, all while navigating her sexuality, and a tense relationship with her mother. Nena begins to learn that survival is making the choices that her mother never could.    

About the author
Jaquira Diaz headshot

Jaquira Díaz has written for the The Atlantic, The Guardian, Time Magazine, T: The New York Times Style Magazine, and The Fader, and her stories, poems, and essays have been anthologized in The Best American Essays, The Breakbeat Poets Vol. 4: LatiNext, Best American Experimental Writing, and The Pushcart Prize anthology. She was also a Pabst Endowed Chair for Master Writers at the Atlantic Center for the Arts, and is now a professor at Columbia University. 

Why we chose this book

Because it opens you to a world full of life and keeps you immersed in the lives and trajectory of her characters, emphasizing how difficult it is to break a sad cycle when it’s all you know. 

Author at Colgate

Join us in person or via Zoom on Thursday, Oct. 15, for Jaquira Díaz’s reading and book signing at 4:30 ET in Persson Auditorium. Refreshments available.

Beyond the Book

  • Díaz’s memoir Ordinary Girls won a Whiting Award, Florida Book Awards Gold Medal, a Lambda Literary Awards finalist, and was one of Time Magazine’s Most Anticipated Books of Fall 2019
  • Diaz’s essay in Time Magazine: "America Is in Crisis. But Some of Us Have Never Known Anything Different"
  • This Is the Only Kingdom was longlisted for the Center for Fiction 2025 First Novel Prize 
     

Bees made a hive of Nena’s body. In her mouth, her ears, inside her chest cavity. She felt them expanding as she lay in bed, thousands of wings brushing softly against her organs. The swell of a dark cloud pulsing until her body opened up, tearing from the inside, a seam, and a single honey-covered bee flew out. It circled her head, inspected her neck, her cheek, and then dug its stinger into her right eye.

Jaquira Díaz This Is the Only Kingdom